It's About the Children: WILDERNESS?????

Friday, September 28, 2007

WILDERNESS?????

I know many of you have been wondering if I was still alive since I have not blogged in almost a month. I apologize to my 2 whole fans :) ! Love yall!

Right now I'm reading a book titled "Just Enough Light for the Step I'm On" by Stormie Omartian. I try to read a chapter a day and so far every time I pick it up to read a chapter it's exactly what I need to hear. Well today was no different of course so I read the title of the chapter which was "Knowing how to pack for the wilderness". I'm thinking to myself this is going to be good. So I start reading the chapter and I'm thinking to myself oh please don't tell me I'm about to step into the wilderness and then I read this: "The wilderness is where we are forced to leave behind the familiar, the comfortable, the past successes, the accomplishments, and the old bag of tricks that always worked before. The wilderness is where God takes us when He wants to get Egypt out of our hearts. He wants to separate us from all that we crave, so that all we crave is Him. Just as God wanted to get the taste for Egypt out of the Israelites' mouths, He wants to get the lust for certain comforts out of our appetites, too. It's not that He doesn't want us to ever be comfortable. It's just that He doesn't want us to depend on the comfortable. He wants us to depend on Him. He doesn't want us to love the comforts more than we love Him. When God aims us in a new direction, we have to let go of what we've known, be willing to embrace the unfamiliar, and trust that He will sustain us on the journey." As I was reading that it hit me I don't have to fear it I'm already there. The awesome thing is, I know as long as I stay focused and learn all that God has to teach me the first time around I will soon be stepping into the promise land. How awesome is that??????

2 comments:

Amanda said...: yeah you blogged! I want to read this book. Sounds awesome. Girl God has your back. You are such a blessing to so many. God is going to bless your socks off.; September 29, 2007 at 5:47 PM
AdoptedAsHisOwn said...: Pretty awesome!!!!! And remember, the wilderness is not necessarily miles and miles away! Sometimes it happens locally!

Glad your back on blog land!
Love, your cheerleader!!; September 30, 2007 at 5:06 PM

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My Testimony

I grew up in a Christian home where I was drug to church every time the doors were open. I spent my childhood trying to follow the Christian ways that my parents had drilled into my head, but when I was 10 I made a choice all on my own to accept Christ as my Savior and follow and serve Him for the rest of my life. I continued to follow after God, and when I was 15 I knew God was calling me into full time ministry. In my mind I believed their were only 2 options for me; a children’s pastor or a youth pastor. For 10 years I went around and around and around because I let fear stop me from doing what God created me to do. Finally I got tired of not going anywhere and I asked God what is it that you want me to do. He told me He wanted me on the mission field. This was very hard for me to hear because I spent my entire life with a fear of leaving the United States, I grew up saying I was never going to another country. I put aside all my fears and said O.K. God I will go. My first trip out of the United States God sends me by myself, I cried for a week before I left, I cried on the plane the whole way down to Honduras, but once I got there and I experienced what God had waiting for me it was greater than anything I had experienced in the States. After setting foot on foreign soil I knew thats where I was spending the rest of my life. I still was not completely open to what God had for me I still had some restrictions. We had a sermon series called The HPC Apprentice; 4 people out of the church were chosen and I was 1 of the 4, we spent several weeks just doing whatever was asked of us, serving the church, serving the community and then at the end the church voted on who they thought should win. I did not win, but the guy who did win won a trip to Swaziland, Africa. After finding out what the prize was I was so glad I did not win, because I had also spent my entire life saying I was never going to Africa. Well, over the next 6 months God begins to work on me and all of a sudden I am now telling my sister I really want to go to Africa. My sister had a friend who was going to Africa in 2 months so she called her up and told her I wanted to go to Africa, so she said let me see what I can do. Next thing I know I’m receiving a phone call saying I hear you want to go to Africa. Within a month I had raised every penny I needed for the trip and within another month I was on a plane to Africa. Do you know I made it to Africa before the guy who won the trip to Africa? When God has a plan He makes away. So 2005 was the first year I went to Africa, I went home from that trip with a calling on my life to reach, serve, nurture and love the children of Africa. I spent six months living in Mozambique, Africa I returned with an even greater passion to reach the unforgotten children around the world. After returning from Africa I co-founded Red Thread Ministries to help those who are without means to help themselves. We work with children domestic and international, sharing the love of Jesus. For more information and ways to get invovled checkout our website at www.redthreadministries.org